Time Flies

A Memorable Day!

2011-12-12T06:02:00.001-08:00

I didn't sleep well on the night before the annual dinner because I had too much of feelings in my heart.

Well, Instead of wasting all my time lying on the bed, I woke up and start practicing my cello.

"Lub dup"..."Lub dup"...

I can feel that my heart is beating harder and harder.

It was about 10.15, I went to a church and waited for my friends to finish their activities.

I met her =) Hehe.

Thanks for the encouragements yea! XD

We reached Park Royal hotel about 11.30.

The hall was quite tremendous.

We stood on the stage and started to set up our instruments.

We ran through for around 4 times.

Everything was alright, except my singing part, still out pitch...

My self-confident was extremely low during that moment.

I didn't think much, just tried my best.

After the rehearsal, I went back to Joshua's house to dress up for the dinner.

We reached the hotel again at around 6pm.

Alright, it will be the last rehearsal before the real performance.

We were scared! We? no.. maybe, it was only me..

AIYA! LAST DINNER LEH! DON'T THINK TOO MUCH LA AIYO!

FISH THEN FISH LA!

WHO CARES?

I told myself this, I seriously feel better..

I met my friends, my best friends..

They looked handsome and beautiful =)

Anyway, Ruoling was really sexy and beautiful!

Nice one RL! You showed real sexy side of you! ngek ngek! XD

I sat with my brothers.

They gave me a lot of encouragements before the performance.

I was really touched! Thanks guys! =)

Haha, anyway, that time, I was too busy taking pictures with my friends, so I didn't really talk much with them, paiseh ya!

Alright, it was about time to prepare for the performance.

I wore my glove, didn't think of anything, stood on the stage, got into my own position.

All the lights are switched off, what can I see was actually my glowing glove and my cello.

I looked at Gabriel, and started playing my first note. ( F )

Everything went on smoothly!!! =)

Maybe it was because of microphone's problem, all the audiences couldn't listen properly my playing.

Haha, of course, I was a little disappointed, but it was all alright, just to enjoy, not to compete =)

After all the performances, I started taking pictures with my friends again!

"Haha, awkward!! Don't awkward la, hold his hand laa!"

Haha, I was so busy telling people this sentence XD

Maybe, it will be the last time to meet some of them..

Maybe, it will be the last time to talk with some of them..

Maybe, it will be the last time to enjoy the awesome moment with them..

Seriously, I miss all of them, really.. ALL OF THEM.

I just hate saying goodbye.

It's so cruel..

I hope that everything could remain unchanged and stop at the moment forever, and ever.

Haha, it sounds like a kid's thinking right?

Maybe, I'm still a kid.

I love all of you =)

Sien.

2011-12-09T18:42:00.001-08:00

My fingers were cramped yesterday.

Practised too much, my hand too tired.

Self-confident is getting lower and lower.

What if this happen again during the annual dinner night?

I'll kill myself. =.=

Sien sien sien sien sien!!

Just hope that everything can go on smoothly.

All the best in the following rehearsal!

The Last.

2011-12-08T18:04:00.000-08:00

I'll be super busy for the performances on the Form 5 annual dinner.

Anyway, It will be the last time for me to perform with them as a band.

I would like to say, thanks for everything.

Since the day I joined the band, my dreams came true =)

Still remember the first performance?

"There are no boundaries"

Haha! It was during the Chinese New Year.

I didn't learn drum before.

I didn't learn piano before.

But now, I can play both of it because of you guys.

Thanks again! =)

I didn't hope much, just hoping that there will be no mistake on the anuual dinner's performance and really enjoy it throughout the day.

"Time and tide wait for no man"

Paradoxical.

2011-12-07T02:56:00.000-08:00

SPM IS OVER!!!

Haha alright, now, I can shout this loudly edi XD

Friends were calling me to have fun with them.

I rejected, and came back home to have a good good good good and very good rest. LOL.

Maybe, I just need some time to calm myself down? BECAUSE I WAS TOO EXCITED!! XD

Anyway, at the same time, today, will be my last day wearing my school uniform.

I'll miss it. Yes. I do.

If I've a choice, I hope that everything can repeat once again in my life.

I miss my friends...

I miss the moment in school...

I miss my teachers...

I miss you.

Actually, I thought I'll be like SUPER ACTIVE today.

But, not really, just ACTIVE only, not super XD

Alright, since I've finished my SPM, I'll be starting to go for all my dreams.

I'll not waste this whole month again.

All the best =)

天空。

2011-12-05T17:14:00.001-08:00

早上起身，只试图吸口新鲜空气的我，走到了家的外面徘徊，大大口地吞噬了周围的空气。

仰望着一望无际的天空，蓝蓝的，加上布满了一层层的云朵。

它，不禁把我拉回到深深地回忆里。

最近，时常想回去之前所发生过的事情。

好的、坏的，都想。

感觉上都犹如一场梦，是一场发了很久、很长的梦。

我这个人真的很老，好像 50，60 岁的apek在回想童年时光，哈哈。

我就是这样，可以对每个小事情有很大的感触。

应该是因为我觉得，事情的大小不重要，重要的是一起走过的时光、日子。

如果可以的话，是否能像天空那样，永远都面不改容，保存着自己最年轻、最漂亮的一面？

遗憾。

2011-12-05T04:08:00.000-08:00

埋怨不是个解决方法，也不是个该做的事情。

只是有时候，当你在一种想改变，却改变不了的情况之下，埋怨自然是你唯一能够做的事情。

没错，人家常说：“人生如下棋，不管多么精彩，其中总有遗憾。”

是否，来得及，弥补那些曾经让自己遗憾的事情？

心情故事。

2011-12-04T02:40:00.000-08:00

我不善于表达自己，我只是去做我想做的事情。

当天，巴士路线都搞不清楚的我，带着她到 Pavillion 去。（有一点 fail ）

圣诞节即将来临，Pav 大门口布满了圣诞的装饰。（紫色的！！）

二话不说，先去拿《那些年》的票！

人多到 =.= 还好我 reserved 了票，可以不用排普通队。

好，票是拿了，不懂要做什么了。

午餐！走！！XD

她带我来到一间吃日本料理的地方。

Watami Japanese Casual Restaurant.

她一直告诉我，我会被吓到 ==

哈哈，她 failed，那些人没有喊。

那里的服务生有礼貌到…………我都不敢乱乱来 =.=

东西还好，不会很好吃，也不会不好吃。

还有，在那里吃饭，还有 facial 做 XD

吃完了，看戏咯！=)

我只是懂，我哭哭哭哭......

我一哭的时候，感觉到她用力抓紧我的手，哈哈，谢啦！=) 一直哭哭哭哭哭 ==

不错！比想象中的好看！

平行时空不错！有机会要玩一下 LOL!!

看完后，我们到了一个没有什么人的地方。（谈天）XD

过后就回家咯。

等一下，回不了，太多人！！！！

lrt 排到外面来，加上又下雨，我要打架了！

我去接了一辆 taxi，幸好有，然后，才回家 =.=

到了 LM 后，送了她回家，就到Sakae Sushi 去和朋友吃晚饭。

飞机王 ==

全部去坐飞机了。lol。

只有几个人罢了 ==

吃完后，就搭taxi 回家。

当天蛮累的，出了整天。

不过……

3/12/2011 是一个开心、很有纪念价值的日子 =)

谢谢你 =)

我爱你 <3

说不出的感动。

2011-12-01T08:05:00.000-08:00

在考试期间，我一直告诉我自己不可以去想那些事情，会让我分心。

如今，是剩下最后一科（华语）。

强忍已久的泪水终于如瀑布般地滴落（有一点夸张）=.=

我又拿起了那张*离别卡*来看。

又哭了咯，还要问？==

我想念每一个你们，曾经和我一起度过难关，一起分享快乐时光，抱在一起哭泣的时刻。

心中那温暖的感觉，说十世人都说不明白，哈哈。

谢谢每一个你们，欢送卡、欢送会、欢送礼物（我拿到花）哈哈！！

记得，每时每刻，都要加油，什么都要加油！

可悲。

2011-12-01T07:43:00.000-08:00

一个人，在伤心的时候，少了个伴来倾诉，是可怜的。

一个人，在开心的时候，少了个伴来分享，是可悲的。

但愿世上所有人能够如愿以偿、在人生最绝望的时候，看见最美丽的惊喜。=)

The Nameless Band Gathering + 2 Audiences =)

2010-09-10T22:08:00.001-07:00

First of all, I wanted to emphasize on today, was my first time to buy raw chicken meet, and chicken sausage too.

Well, after finishing everything, straight away moved on to my destination!

The BC's house. Sounds weird? lol. I dunno =)

Anyway, I've bought 4 boxes of chicken, 2 boxes were chicken wings and 2 boxes were chicken feet. It looked nice!! Can't wait to BBQ all of it!

Criminal ==

Actually, the main purpose we go to BC's house is to record some songs which we like it very much and see how's the outcome would be.

Oh yea, I forget to say. Sorry guys, I was late~

Went to buy some stuffs.

If you want to blame, blame all the chickens! =)

Around 5.30, Bryan and me went to downstairs and started to prepare everything.

Actually, I didn't do anything at all, should thank to Bryan and his family. =)

We started to light up the fire.

Be careful BC. Don't let your hand get burned again. haha.

Afterwards, Bryan asked me to pick up a call, it was from Phebe.

Oh MG! They are coming! Because of some transportation problem, I thought they'll be absent.

Anyway, I was quite happy with it! =)

Also will be quite happy for someone~

Hey dude, I don't need to keep my promise edi, Since someone was coming. AHAHAH!

Alright, we'd an enjoyable night together.

Gab and Bryan were playing their best instruments - guitar while all of us were BBQ*ing =)

I love this feeling sooo much. Because I love music =)

Anyway, Gab created a song, called The Chicken Song.

Well, about the lyrics, it was not convenient to type out. err? =P

When the time was almost 10 something, Phebe had to leave.

Hm, alright, we were going to miss her. LOL!

Afterwards, we went to 3th floor of BC's house and recorded our first song.

Called * The Iron Man *

Anyway, today was my first time listened to this song and played it.

Always out of pitch, sorry guys.

And thanks to Josh too, since he was the one who taught me this song.

Oh yea, thanks to Yining too, to be our audience and *camera woman* =P

So, about the video, didn't really satisfy for all of us.

We'll try it again soon.

Well, when will it be, I'd no idea.

*Time and tide waits for no man*

It was already 11.30.

My dad came, and I've fetched Yining back to her house.

Tada~!

*The End* =)

-Sy-

Mood : =)

Go for It!!

2010-09-05T20:08:00.001-07:00

I've just woke up and I switched on the computer instantly.

I've no idea. Suddenly, I've the *supernatural* inspirations to give a post =)

Alright, first of all, I've planned not to switch on the computer for the whole day.

After this post, going to off it =D since it's wasting my so much of time ==

*Time and tide wait for no man*

It's absolutely correct.

This 2 weeks of holidays, it's the time for me to boost myself.

So, see you!!

-Sy-

Mood : =)

You're the only one.

2010-09-05T06:30:00.001-07:00

Today, I had a conversation through phone with my friend.

I was feeling not really good, some problems occurred, was worrying about something.

I don't know who should I share the problem with.

I've called a friend.

At first, we were talking about other things which didn't relevant to my problems.

He asked me : "is it anything else more?" when we'd almost end our conversation.

I was feeling like want to say, but I didn't know how to start the topic.

At the end, I started with talking about somebody else.

He comforted me. Well, he said something which really touched my heart.

That's the thing I wanted to listen.

He didn't even feel like I was very annoying, he tried his best to help me as possible as he can.

...

The conversation ended.

My heart was really comforted a lot.

Finally, the window of my mind was opened.

Released from the torture chamber.

Never engulfed and surrounded by the problem anymore.

He had opened my mind.

Seriously, I feel quite better now.

This post is seriously, for you.

Thank you dude.

Just like what you've said in the conversation.

I wouldn't forget it, as you're my best friend! =)

-Sy-

Mood : =)

Boring day..

2010-09-04T03:15:00.001-07:00

Woke up at 10am.

Quite happy for me because I don't have to wake up early like school days ==

For me, waking up early for school is torchering me.

I admit that I'm hard to be awoke.

Started to do my homework, study, playing my violin, piano, *air* drum.

Repeated for more than 3 times today for doing all the same things.

LOL. I'm going to BURST. I want to be out of doors to have some funs and shopping!

Oh yea! Shopping, my favorite =)

But, I don't really like to buy, ^^ you get what I meant? hahaha.

"Good evening, may I try this?"

"Oh yea, sure. Here you go!"

......after ahwile......

"Thank you, I feel that it's not suitable for me, I'll look for the others."

"Sure, no problem"

LOL! Sounds like this guy needs some punches.

Anyway, sometimes, It's fun to be like this. hahaha.

Going to study. See you!

-Sy-

Mood : ?.?

WTH?

2010-09-01T00:26:00.001-07:00

Today, went back to school as usual.

Maybe because of the holiday yesterday, I was still in a hyperactive mood ==

I FELL ASLEEP DURING BIO PERIODS. ==

The worst thing was, I've planned to revise everything during the bio periods, so I've brought my reference book to school. It's so thick and heavy ==

Well, what I've done was, I brought to school for nothing.

Nice 1 dude. You did it! ==ll

Don't even repeat the same thing again, alright?

-Sy-

Mood : ==ll

Holiday =)

2010-08-30T08:19:00.000-07:00

MERDEKA!! MERDEKA!! =)

Anyway, I feel happy not because of this. LOL! I believe all of you know the truth =)

So, I may sleep until awake naturally =)

No need to set alarm, and listen to "你这么美~美~你这么美~……" for tmr. LOL! It's my alarm song=)

Hmm, I'm planning to have some sports for tomorrow. Afterwards, stay at home and study =)

Anyway, wish that I'm still energetic after the sport.

Oh yea! Add on, going to practice my violin and piano =)

All the best yea! =)

Lastly, Happy Birthday to Malaysia once again =)

-Sy-

Mood : =)

Syok!!

2010-08-22T23:55:00.001-07:00

The morning assembly ended within half an hour today because form 3's students are having their PMR trial exam. Anyway, All the best yea!! All of you can do it! =)

And so, what's next? PJ PERIODS! We're going to have 3 periods of PJ!! Woohoo~ It's nice!! =)

Anyway, we went to play football as usual. All of us were enjoyed throughout the PJ periods!!

Unfortunately, the final score was 9-10. We lose == LOL! I know that the score was ridiculous. =P

After this, went back to class to have our Math periods.

We were quarantined, causes of TOO SMELLY =P

Haha. Alright, It was a fantastic day which was my first time to enjoy the *smelly tastes* accompanied me to have lessons =)

-Sy-

Mood : =)

Target!

2010-08-21T06:47:00.000-07:00

“our life may compare to the principle of throwing a knife to hit the target you want”

*This sentence is copied from a main role in a movie*

When you're training and practicing by using a knife to throw at the target you want accurately, first of all you've to be concentrated. In this process or journey, you may face a lot of problems and difficulties. To throw a knife at the target you want and HIT it from a distance isn't as easy as you think.

In our life, there's nothing we may achieve if we don't have the most important principle to do everything ------ *Target*

We've forced ourselves to wake up so early in the morning to go to school, because we want to learn! Without target, we'll just go to school and wait for the bell to ring around 10 times, afterwards carry the bag and leave the school, and continue to our self-indulgent world.

Stop playing fool with this kind of circumstances, you may try or experienced this before.

So, as the conclusion, we need life to look for the target, at the same time, we need target to color our life too =)

All the best!

-Sy-

Mood : =)

Go!

2010-08-17T23:35:00.000-07:00

Since last Saturday until now, I'm still practicing a song called 琴房. It's a song from Secret ( 不能说的秘密 ) which I was addicted. Finally I've decided to complete the song. Quite difficult, but I'll try my best!

Anyway, It's a emotional song. Indeed, I may express my feelings through this way. Well, maybe it's a good thing for me =)

I hope all of you could try this song and leave some comment to me, about how's your first impression on this song.

Enjoy!!

-Sy-

Mood : =)

Realized.

2010-08-17T08:58:00.000-07:00

Finally, I realized that I still need a blog for me to express my feelings instead of keeping all of them in my heart. It's really difficult to stand the post.

Anyway, I'll start the blog again, but isn't one new post each day. I'll update it when there's a need. =)

Jia you!

-Sy-

Mood : =(

In The Midst of Hardship

2010-03-15T22:21:00.000-07:00

Since I have read the poem from the book, titled ( In the midst of hardship ) , I realized something in my own life.

Sometimes, when you're facing a problem, Smiles =) is the most important thing.
Look at the mirror, I saw myself.
With a sad and moody face.
You can change it, you can!
It's just depend on how are you going to change it and what do you want.

Although you're just acting that you're happy and the problem is still there,
but, at least you have an optimistic mind!
When problems come, you may think properly and try the best you can to solve it instead of moody and sad, just trying to skip the problem.

It's the point and experience i get from the book.
It's really meaningful.
I wish that I could be the role in the book.

-Sy-
Mood : =?

Bumblebee =)

2010-03-14T19:12:00.000-07:00

Damn! Soooooo many notes ==

Headache!! =______=''

Hands injured somemore. LOL!

Nvm, keep it up!

Gambateh!!

-Sy-

Mood : =)

Hehe..

2010-03-10T22:47:00.001-08:00

Had a nice and sweet conversation today! =)

-Sy-

Mood : =))))))))))))))))))

To my beloved dear =)

2010-03-10T03:11:00.001-08:00

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake and miss you.
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me.
I'd send a postcard to you dear,
'Cause I wish you were here.

I'll watch the night turn light blue.
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

Violin Rocks!

2010-03-09T05:53:00.000-08:00

Today, damn moody. I've no idea..

Anyway, after went back from add math tuition, I was still moody.

So, went to play violin to express my feelings..

WOHOOO! It really works!!

When I was playing Somewhere over the rainbow, woohooo, the feeling was like...

Don't know how to say, LOL!

But it's really good in expressing feelings...

Afterwards, I felt better!! It's truly better than just now, lol!

Although I was sad because of something..

Thanks violin! Wohooo! =)

-Sy-

Mood : =)

孤独，寂寞

2010-03-06T08:00:00.000-08:00

一整个晚上，从傍晚4点起到晚上11点，我真的是完完全全没有说过任何东西。

我看着电脑，读着书，玩着乐器，吃着东西。

想要找个人来聊聊天，全部都是用Sms，不然就Msn。

我完全没有机会，能够发泄我现在的感受。

叫天不应，叫地不答。

就这样，度过了漫长的一个星期六。

你不在，当我最需要爱，你都不在。

-Sy-

Mood : Lonely

Trying to be Optimistic!

2010-03-06T00:20:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, when you're down, the way to think is quite important.

If you're thinking positively, the case wont be worse like you think..

If you're thinking negatively, you're going to face another problem again, that's Yourself!

Sometimes, when there's no big deal, i can be emotional for a few hours, or even a few days.

How to say? I like to think more, before the thing happen, or after the thing happened.

Everything, What to do? that's me.

I tried to be happy today, but I was failed to do so.

A normal Sms msg without the thing i wish to see, Emo.

LOL! It sounds funny. I feel that too..

Alright, just to give myself encourages..

Life goes on easy on me...

Change the way we think.

Not only for our own good, it's also for a better relationship.

The call.

2010-03-05T22:23:00.000-08:00

I just got a call from my orchestra.

Said that they're going to perform a song.

Named Dvorak Symphony number 7.

WTH??

My favorite song!!!

And, I MISSED IT!!

WHAT THE?

HAIZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-Sy-

Mood : =((((((((

What a moody day..

2010-03-03T18:23:00.000-08:00

Woke up at 6.00 , just to tell my dear that i'm not going to school..

Feeling really unwell..

stomach pain, fever, vomit, flu, insomnia..

Haiz, It's really suffer...

When i was typing message to my dear, i fainted..

I got no idea.. What is happening?!???

On that time, there was only me in my house..

Once i woke up from faint, i realized that i didn't send the message out...

the message was still on my phone.. WTH?!??

Just to say sorry.. =(

Since yesterday, I felt that, this world has changed..

I tried to take bath, but I didn't have the energy to carry the shower and bath..

I tried to walk, from up stair to down stair, I felt down..

I tried to carry hot water to make a cup of Milo, i dropped the hot water and my legs, hands, were seriously injured..

I tried to ask for someone to take the bread for me, but there was nobody is going to answer me..

I tried to play violin, my hands cant even carry the violin properly..

I tried to sleep, but i cant even sleep well because i was facing Insomnia..

I tried to eat, I vomited instantly after i finished the bread..

Lonely T.T

-Sy-

Mood : =(((((((((((

Going or not going ?!?!?

2010-03-01T04:13:00.001-08:00

Hmm, the orchestra i joined ask me to go Singapore and have a performance again..

The date is on this Saturday, night..

Going ? Not going ? Going ? Not going ? Going ? Not going ? Going ? Not going ?

No comment ==

Bt i just scared something bad would happen to me..

Erm, had an experience before.. LOL!

Hope that wont happen to me again...

Someone tell me what to do?!?????

-Sy-

Mood : =)

OMG!!

2010-02-28T23:01:00.001-08:00

Hmm, since last Friday onwards, I HAD INSOMNIA!!!!

For me, it's really my first time to try this.. lol!

I got no idea~~

Hmm, how to say?

Just conk on my bed there, thinking of other things? look at the time, passed second by second?

Checked every message on my phone.. around 200+ LOL!

I looked each of it. Haha..

It's really hard to look for the answer. ( How the insomnia comes to me? )

LOL! Maybe, in this world, only 1 person can tell me and cure this !@#$#!@ sickness. Hahaa..

Alright, just to say that, maybe my sickness will recover soon ? hoho..

I've no idea.. Just depends on when the person come and talk about it to me =)

-Sy-

Mood : NO IDEA

Remixed ( Two is better than one ) , just to express my heart feelings...

2010-02-28T22:51:00.000-08:00

I remember what you wore for our first dating ,

You came into my life, I thought '' hey, you know? This could be something =) ''

Because everything you do and words you say,

You know it all will take my breath away..

And now, I'm left with nothing..

So maybe it's true!! That I can't live without you! I realized...

There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life,

When you thought back it got it coming undone..

Anyway, Two, is better than one..

I remember every looks upon your face,

The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste to make me hard for breathing ~~

Because when I close my eyes and drift away,

I think of you, and everything is ok..

and finally, now, believing...

Miss you dear >.<

-Sy-

Mood : =(

I was in the midst of something

2010-02-27T06:22:00.001-08:00

Yesterday, a lot of things happened to me, at the same time.

After came back from Leisure Mall, i laughed and smiled alone, almost more than 2 hours.

Hmm, it's true to say that i SIAO.

well, i got no idea..

What's her feeling leh? did i scare her?

hmm, for a normal person, should be..

too many things happened at the same time..

i got no idea too..

Hmm, I'm happy, seriously.. for 2 days..

Should I ?

I'm worrying about her..

What does she really thinking ?

I wish that I could know..

Don't know whether is it too over or not..

I prayed in front of God almost one an hour...

Just wish that, everything is going to be alright..

It's truly my heart's words...

Please ><

-Sy-

Mood : =) , =( , =?

The song i addicted for 4 months!

2010-02-22T02:15:00.000-08:00

Alright, maybe you're not going to believe that. But, it really happened to me.. lol..

This song is called 天后 by 陈势安. You can find this song in the playlist. Hope you like it =)

陈势安 - 天后

终于找到借口趁着醉意上心头

表达我所有感受，
寂寞渐浓沉默留在舞池角落，
你说的太少或太多都会让人更惶恐；

谁任由谁放纵谁会先让出自由
最后一定总是我，
双脚悬空在你冷酷热情间游走，
被侵占所有还要笑着接受；

我嫉妒你的爱气势如虹，
像个人气高居不下的天后，
你要的不是我而是一种虚荣，
有人疼才显得多么出众；

我陷入盲目狂恋的宽容，
成全了你万众宠爱的天后，
若爱只剩诱惑只剩彼此忍受，
别再互相折磨因为我们都有错；

推开苍白的手推开苍白的厮守
管你有多么失措，
别再叫我心软是最致命的脆弱，
我明明都懂却仍拼死效忠；

我嫉妒你的爱气势如虹，
像个人气高居不下的天后，
你要的不是我而是一种虚荣，
有人疼才显得多么出众；

我陷入盲目狂恋的宽容，
成全了你万众宠爱的天后，
若爱只剩诱惑只剩彼此忍受，
别再互相折磨因为我们都有错；

如果有一天爱不再迷惑，
足够去看清所有是非对错，
直到那个时候你在我的心中，
将不再被歌颂把你当作天后
不会再是我。

Sick T.T

2010-02-21T02:11:00.001-08:00

Hm, I got no idea why i will sick.

Is it insufficient of water? or, lack of vitamins?

( Sore throat , fever , cough , flu , muscular cramps , eyes sweeling )

What is this ? LOL! I'm not listing all the sicknesses.

It's really suffer. Hm, just can stay at home and conk on the bed there.

Nothing much i can do.

And, the worst thing is, tomorrow i have to go to school!

Haiz, just wish that God bless me.

-Sy-

Mood : =(

To my beloved dear =)

2010-02-20T23:23:00.000-08:00

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you know

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

I hope that you feel this too =)

-Sy-

Mood : =)

Party Time! 20/2/10 ! ( Evening )

2010-02-20T19:56:00.000-08:00

My costume for the whole day! =)

Alright , around 6.30, i'm going to repeat the same thing again. ( Lyche , Weng Sheng , and me )were going to Bryan's Open House party!!

First of all , Bryan's new house ( bungalow huh! LOL ) was situated at Sungai Long there.

For me and my brother, There was really a strange place. We got no idea how to go to Bryan's house.

But, dun care, just go. LOL!

Alright, just want to say that, my bro and i made wrong turn for 2 times. LOL!

The junction that i supposed to turn right, i turned left.

The junction that i supposed to turn left, i turned right.

LOL!

Anyway, we reached his house finally!

There was so many people, not only teenagers, i meant, all of us. There was also uncles , aunties, goh goh , jeh jeh , apo , apek , LOL!

Wooohoo! Just want to say that, the buffet was really nice! They rock! and drinks too. LOL!

Moreover, his new bungalow house was soooooooooo big, wow! I was so happy that i got the chance to visit his house! lol! haha...

His house got 2 pianos! WAAA! It was nice!!! and Josh was addicted to the new Kawai Piano. LOL! and being forced to show off! played Bumblebee!! hahaa...

He rocks!

Gab and Bryan rock too! went to outside there and had a STREET DANCING. is it called street dancing ? or called SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE BABY? hahaha.

'' ( OHH! GAB! THERE IS A COCKROACH!!! ) What are you going to do ? '' LOL!

Anyway, Josh , Chee Hong and others were going to stay in Bryan's house.

Haiz, I had to go back before my mum Whack me. lol.

i left his house around 12 something.

It was really a enjoyable outing with friends!! =)

-Sy-
Mood : =)

Party Time! 20/2/10 ! ( Morning )

2010-02-20T19:38:00.000-08:00

Alright , first of all , early in the morning , i woke up so early , it was around 8 on Saturday!!
It's impossible for me except got any events =)

Lyche, Weng Sheng and me planned to go to May yen's house to *take ang pau* LOL! Just kidding.
I heard my friends said that they will invite the authority to come to her house and had a lion dance!
So, We were not going to miss the exciting event! *acutally, just a lion dance.* LOL! But it was fun too!

Alright, finally we arrived to her hse.

Her house rock! LOL! It's nice.

Anyway, her house's floor, something wrong with it. IT WAS SOOOO SMOOTH UNTIL I CANT GET MYSELF STAND PROPERLY THERE. LOL!

Anyway, we watched the lion dance, it was really nice, and had fun with guys and may yen too!

Moreover, thanks to may yen's dad too! her dad rocks! and thanks to the KUi Tiao Teng too. LOL! ( or Ju Yook Fan?? ) =P

The Fat Panda in May Yen's house! lol!

Afterwards , all of us went to Jolynn's house, just situated the another floor of the building =)

woohoo, her house rock too! it was nice!

and, there was a more than 20 years piano there!! woohoo!

the pitch sounds ran edi, but, it also considered as nice piano! =)

We ate alot in her house, LOL!

her mother was really nice.. haha...

treated us well =)

Thanks alot !! Jolynn and Jolynn's mother too!

-Sy-

Mood : =)

The sky turned black within a second

2010-02-18T19:39:00.000-08:00

"What a great day! Everything could go on smoothly, =)" i told myself.
Actually , i got no idea what is going to happen. But, as they said, depends on the sixth* sense ~ lol.

Anyway, while waiting message from my dear, i planned everything abt what am i going to do during my CNY holidays ? Any special event ?
i was staring at the sky ,hmm, saw a image, you know .. just something, I wish it could happen to me ~~

I'm getting more excited, to know what is going to happen during my holidays.
So, i didn't bother anything, just went to do what i want to do. ( Homework, Shopping, Surfing and ect.)

*18/2/10*
My family and I planned to go to Sungkai Hot Spring there to have fun!
When on the way going there, i was wondering, hmm, how was my dear? =) wake up edi? what does she doing ?
Instead of asking this kind of questions to myself, i sms her instantly.

On that day night , came back from the outing with my family, it was edi night.
I had my dinner, took bath, everything, and took a rest.
I was sitting on the chair outside, and staring at the sky.
I got no idea, i felt that the sky, it looked weird.

Haiz, maybe as they said, What can you see, it's depends on how you see.
Hmm, maybe it was just my feeling, and something affected me.

I day-dreamt* a long time, with loneliness, frustrated, disappointed.
Just wish that, i took my time to express my feeling could help me instead of unhappy for a long long time.

-Sy-
Mood : =(

CNY Performance!

2010-02-12T17:53:00.000-08:00

Alright , yesterday was the last day for school before Chinese New Year Holidays.
Before that, we have planned to group a band , and try to perform on the stage =)
Anyway, as Gabriel said , this is a band , which named No-Name band, haha.
Gabriel was the vocalist, Joshua was the Guitarist , Bryan was the Electrical Guitarist , and i'll be the Drummer and violinist.

We planned to sing a song , named No Boundaries by Kris Allen. Anyway, this song is truly not easy to handle , and Gabriel did it well =) He rocks!
Gab teached me the beat of the song , everything , and asked me to remix the intro just wish that the song can be better!

Anyway, i have tried my best to remix it , just hope the audiences like it =)
On that day, the performance went smoothly =) Thanks God! LOL!
Gab, Bryan and Josh did really well on their part, i got no idea how about mine? Haha, anyway, i appreciated and enjoyed the moment when we were performing!!
If it's possible, I wish that we could perform again =) haha. It's damn exciting!

Thanks to the No-Name Band! for giving me a chance to perform and do it ! =)
and , McD will be given to you soon , hahaha, by delivery or let's go out and eat? haha, up to you guys =)

-Sy-
Mood : =)

Started =)

2010-02-12T17:48:00.001-08:00

Alright , I'm going to start my blog again , and i hope that there is not more spammer in my blog =)
Here is the first post =) LOL! I know there is nothing , haha.